Actually this question came randomly. first of all the question is what is 'worship'?
There is two definitions :
1. to honor or show reverence for as a divine being or supernatural power
2. to regard with great or extravagant respect, honor, or devotion.
according my definition (Ray"s)" worship is something when you spent obsessive and excessive time,feelings,thinking,actions on a desire or a goal or a object or a human, which is unnatural and sometimes illogical and also when you talk it to someone, they ask 'why again are you talking about it?' And for now, i think, im obsessed with 'nothingness' cz i believe i can cease to 'nothingness' and this thought has been with me since i was 7-8 years old? or more younger. i forgot. ive been a lil philosopher from childhood ngl.
early to mid twenties are those years where either you try to become more logical or you stay more illogical. But ig im trying to become a private investigator....of my own mind.
-why did you used to think that?
-why you used to do that?
-why did you never asked for help/
-why are you not ambitious like other?
-why do you want to not exist? do you think you are johan liebert? XD
im actually ryuk, ryuk is me. if anyone asks me in what anime character i find myself.... it will be ryuk. Because i like to clung on people like light. Then wanna see why they are 'light' and then vanish. surprisingly i found a 'Dr. tenma', haha. i guess i am really missing him now, thats why i mentioned him here too,my fav kitty.
so where was i? do i worship nothingness....